Why the False Face Looks Distorted
April 18, 1995
If all our faith is invested in False Religion, what shall be able to save us from the delusive prison of the ego?
I can hear the Indo-European Gods laughing. They are laughing at us, because we still follow wherever they lead, in spite of all of the harm that they have done to us. But maybe it is only when the Forbidden Love has blessed us with strength to endure these trials which Felon Gods inflict, that we become crazy enough to begin to stand up to these Taghoots who get their kicks by listening to how we howl and scream.
Once we remind ourselves that we are in recovery because we dared to question Lorde Apollyon, we recognize that this pain of traumatic loss is a common factor, and that it somehow binds us together in a sort of blood-kinship. It is only as we recognize the shadow of a common Lost Love, that Shiva begins to dance among us once again. Shiva, who was in the Land of Egypt addressed as Osiris.
We are sick with the agony of separation. It is only as we allow ourselves to love again, that the roots of our hearts are restored.
Who is this White Goddess,
Corrupted & redeemed?
She has transformed so many men to corpses –
When shall the scarlet in her heart
At last begin to glow?
The Ring of Jade upon her finger trembles;
She holds the goblet to her lips,
Daring at last to taste of the innocent blood,
